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Thursday, March 12, 2009

My Dearest Friend


My Dearest Friend written by Eve

I can't say I'm sorry because...
you never tried.
What do I mean to you?
I am never quite sure.

I am always there for you.
I always say "don't forget."
You always forget.
You are never there.

You blame your misery on me.
What did I do to deserve that?
I try to stay happy even when you make me sad...
or angry.

But I couldn't take it anymore.
And now you know...
how you've been and...
how I've been feeling...
for so long.

It's up to you to change things...

because I've given all that I can.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

I have read this twice, and it still makes me wild. Thank you for writing something that I have a reaction to.

I hate being the "bad news" friend. I'm the one people go to when they are sad and need to vent. I am the one they complain to about not having anyone that understand them.... but I don't understand what is being asked for, change to what? how can it be up to someone to change if obviously they don't understand what is wanted...

Sullivan McPig said...

Again: beautiful and recognisable. We either have lots in common or both have way too much patience with people we should avoid.

Eve Noir said...

@ Moley: Thanks...even if it's about a bad/sad situation. Were you asking me about what I meant about "change"? I'm sorry if I misunderstood you.

@ Sullivan: Thanks! Yeah, I have a lot of patience come to think of it. Hm...is that a good or bad thing?

Sullivan McPig said...

a bit of both I think